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10 May 2008
- forlorn and lost.
this is not something everyone needs to know but i hope my uncle gets better. i don't even know if i'm going to be seeing him at all thanks to all the conflicts that has been going in this house but i honestly hope with my heart that he gets better. i was so worried when nenek told me this morning (right before econs test wahwahwah) and i spent time during the test thinking about him and his condition. sure, we aren't that close - but he's still my uncle and i still care & love. i am not ready to lose someone that fast. the tears were coming out, but i'm keeping them back in. nothings for sure yet. things will get better, he will recover, insyAllah.school has been hectic with the trainings for manifest. everything is coming together, slowly but surely. three weeks to make it all perfect. boils down to plus/minus 9 trainings. the end of the month will be the perfect day for all, will be the best gift you can ever give to me. the day everyone puts our differences aside, where all of MCS will come together and bond, will come together and stand as one. we will bow with pride, with tears in our eyes that everything has come to an end, and there'll never be another night like this. manifest 2008 will be amazing - that i trust, with all my heart. i will give my best in dikir and i hope it all comes in place, together (: fitted nicely like a perfect piece of jigsaw puzzle. dancefest is coming up, and i remember staying back almost every possible night just staying with izza and helping out. i remember declining to join FBC and saw the fall of FBC in front of my eyes. then, i saw the rise of FBC once again and i am so proud of my girls (: manifest, (watching) dancefest, then the preparation for prelims and then A's. the route has been planned, all i'm left with is to follow through and not fall back. that, i'm not so sure of. stress nampak? stress nampak? stress ke? stress ke? i shall go watch gossip girl to cheer myself up. chuck bass, here i come (: |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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